urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swealterinsin swealterinsin swealterinsin 2004-06-14T22:33:20Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swealterinsin:1722 2004-06-14T22:33:20Z 2004-06-14T22:33:20Z nooo im cleaning<br />dam it and im actually throwin stuff out<br />even old clothes what a change<br />i guess its official im finally comin out of my depressin after 2 years of missin my most perfect ex now its time to get my shit together and live like an adult<br />hahaha<br />never on the adult part<br />i love livin a peter pan lifestyle<br />next im gunna start gettin close to the group of people that many of them really make me feel comfortable<br />yes my household<br />three skulls<br />ohh dam i may enen let them see who i really am hahaha<br />they will never see it coming urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swealterinsin:1529 2004-06-10T23:14:55Z 2004-06-10T23:14:55Z sister machine gun - addiction please kill me they have done it they have me hooked on the internet i have a myspace <br />and fuck im actually posting in my journal<br />what have i bacome<br />dammit my ex was right i am a drama queen at heart<br />y do perfect women have to be right urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swealterinsin:1212 2004-06-09T21:38:35Z 2004-06-09T21:40:18Z hmmmm well one of the cute girls i met called me back yay<br />took her 3 weeks i soo thought she wasnt interested women are soooo weird<br />\god where did i get this "sooooo" bit from shoot me<br />i have the worst mindset lately i keep meeting and flirting with new women to keep my self confidance up it kinda works but its like a bad drug i tell you<br />up and down up and down.....<br />there are currently 6 of them on the semi interested list my friends say im doin pretty good but none of them has shown that real spark yet so blah<br />ill just stay hangin with my friends<br />gigi u rock i had more fun dancing and running around this weekenmnd then ive had on any of my dating adventures in the past 2 years<br />frienmds are much better then dates<br />who need sex anyways urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swealterinsin:830 2004-06-09T04:02:53Z 2004-06-09T04:02:53Z hahaha i sucedded in getting one leg polished an together so awsome<br /><br />cant wait till i get the otherone done<br />and remember to buy som strap material and buckles to hold it on<br />that would help<br />hahaha i may not qualify in time for war but well ill still look cool urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swealterinsin:558 2004-04-22T03:11:25Z 2004-04-22T03:11:25Z doin absolutly nothing<br />yay<br />so much fun<br />hahaha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swealterinsin:464 2004-04-03T03:07:31Z 2004-04-03T03:07:31Z here i have a journal now pretty bad i say